Happy Birthday, Fazwa Bakri

this entry is specially dedicated to my dearest Fazwa Bakri.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, SWEET PEA!

you are now a few steps away from being an adult. welcome to the club bebeh <3 i want you to know that i miss you so much. sorry for not being there on your birthday. even though you're not here and i am not there, i want you to know that you'll always be my best friend ever. don't ever forget that. you will always have me through ups and downs. i will always got your back. I might have disappoint you through the times we've been friends but from now on, I'll try hard to hold on to my words.

so, again happy birthday,Wawa. stay lovely and stay beautiful. may Allah bless you always.

xoxo

Syaza Kamarudin

looking forward

okay upgrade sikit. from telur ayam jadi bola tennis. terbaikkk.

anyway, i dont give a damn anymore about the pain. i've got used to it. what i care and excited about is that my baby nephew haiqal is coming tomorroww! ouh yeah! i am not a loner anymore since my brother and sis in law are coming to keep me company during the weekend. and i get to play with haiqal!

told ya

kan dah kata. it bruises. sebelum tidur, okay mcm tak ada apa-apa. biasa je, bangun tidur, nahhhh besar telur ayam dia bagi. warna merah, purple, hijau dan biruu. artistic kot =.='

I can't even sleep on my left side now. haish.

okay

quick update;

I fell in the toilet just now. fuck it hurts like hell. I don't even care I just swore. its that bad. gila sakit kot. my elbow and the left side of my ribcage hit the sink and it stings like a bitch.still is. I guarantee you I will have bruises on that both parts. I am so worried. not because I fell, but what will happen if I fell and I couldn't get up. thank God I manage to get up and baring atas katil to ease the pain. you guys knew that I am alone right now in my house. tak ada siapa2 pon kat rumah ni. if in any circumstances I fell and maybe I was paralysed, or unconscious? what if I broke my hand? my leg? or dislocated my neck or what so ever. what if... okay too many scenarios to even imagine. Alhamdulillah i am still okay, even manage to write a post about it. tehee.

what a loner i am

yes, i'll be home alone for about 2 and a half weeks. why you ask? yeah i know no one asked but im going to tell anyway.

1. my parents went to Makkah performing their Hajj.

2. I am having my semester break right now.

3. my siblings are either working or studying elsewhere which means they can't take care of me.

4. I am doomed.

yeah, i have to cook and clean the house by myself. spoiled brat of me do not agree much with this situation but responsible side of me tells me i'll be okay. no sweat. right? sighh

here i share to you guys how of a good cooker i am. I'll be posting more of the things i cook, well because i have nothing better to do and because i can :)

Dinner: beef cubes in brown sauce, buttered broccoli with carrots and mushrooms, and crispy fries. Lunch: grilled salmon, fries, cheese sausage and buttered broccoli with carrots.

i am officially 19 bebeh!

August 19, 2011

today is the day I was born 19 years ago, 19th of august 1992. oh how I feel so mature. its been like just yesterday I'm playing with my pink power rangers action figure all day long on my house's porch. and that was like 14 years ago. 14 years okay? if i bred on that year, i'll be having a teenage child! lol. okay but that is when pig can fly.

anyway, i do feel so happy today. this morning, at 1.40am, my house mates surprised me with a birthday cake, which i knew nothing about, obviously. they were so good in hiding the cakes and all the balloons and stuff. seriously you guys can be a very good birthday planner. Love you guys too much.

then, in Madam Jeba class, Language Awareness, she asked someone else if today's her birthday because she wore such a nice outfit. but well, its not. then arfah and gracie...

Arfah and Gracie: its Syaza's birthday!

mdm Jeba: okay, let sing Happy Birthday for her.

(the whole class started singing)

Syaza : :| (oh my god oh my god oh my god. they're singing birthday song for me. oh my god oh my god. saya maluuuuuuu)

(birthday song ended)

Syaza: thank youuuu.. teheeee ^^

i am so excited at that time. i can feel my cheeks burning from the excitement.

i'll post another entry later. tata

:)

i think im in love, bloggie <3

shh. don't tell anyone. it's between you and me okay?